In one semester I have realized that I belong no other place than Parsons. I finish a class, and despite how - beyond any comprehension - hard it may have been, how emotionally draining, at the end of the day I just smile and appreciate so much that I go to this school. I'm learning so much by trying, failing, trying again, working hard, and having some beautiful result.

I think it's the begining and the end of an era. Against Me! is done. It's sad but I guess meant to be. It was nice to believe for a while. It was nice to believe in other people for a while but I really do think it's time for me to end the daydreams. About that anyway. And now I start to become my future self....or do I? I really don't know. But I'm going to ride it out and see.

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone! Here's to a fresh year.